lucy? why lucy?!

i hope i'm not offending anyone with this post or opinion...but i have never been a fan of the show, 7th heaven.

well, my son is now a convert to this show. it was a channel surfing error, which i regret, but now he is hooked. i guess the safe dialouge and trite interactions are pretty good for a 4 year old, and i have to say...aside from the occational "shut-up" and sassy attitude, i don't have to explain to jaden that "even though they talk like this on TV, it is not okay for us."

that brings me to yesterday. i was folding laundry and watching the show with jaden and i was paying particular attention to lucy. this daughter/sister character has always annoyed the stink out of me. and yesterday was no exception. i was watching her wail about something ridiculous and i had a couple of thoughts.

1. i can't believe they have her grow up to marry a hot guy, have a baby and become a pastor.
2. i can't believe and am slightly embarrased that i know that.

then the worst happened. lucy showed up in my dream last night. it wasn't a big deal-she was just talking to her dad about how much she loved the Bible and studying it, and i was just passivly watching the coversation.

the point is, i dreamt about her.

and now i'm questioning why i told all of you.

i don't even know who i am anymore.