at least it isn't the knock down vomit till you die flu. its the "i can't move or stop hallucinating from my fever" flu. dan has it, i just got over it, and melissa just got over it. jaden, on the other hand, has avoided the flu. he has an ear infection. ahhh, the good ole' ear infection is back. i almost missed it because it had been since july since jaden went to the doctor for the last ear infection. good times in the price home.
oh, by the way...melissa (afore mentioned) is a friend who is living with us (and got lucky enough to get the flu from us. its been working out really well. but i'll let you know if it stops working out well because she faithfully checks my blog, so instead of having to confront her directly, i'll just write about it behind her back...so she'll find out that way.
just kidding melissa. i'll leave the blogosphere out of our personal life...not that it will matter because we won't have any problems. :)
every once in awhile i get this fear when i think about all my old friends. my fear is that they all hate me. not because we didn't have a good friendship, but because i'm terrible at keeping up with that friendship. i hate that feeling. i know that i love them, and i know that i think about them and talk about them, but they don't know. i've made improvements here and there, but nothing major. honestly, it kind of scares me away from deeper friendships now...or more specifically...friendships with people who may not be around in the future. not because i don't like them or want to be their friend, but because my track record sucks at long distance friendship. its not good. i know that. every once in awhile i get a message from someone who says, "you suck at being a friend (or something like that)" and they are probably right. i do suck at being a friend sometimes.
but do i always suck? i'd like to think i don't, because i honestly truly do love these people in my life. but does it count if they don't know that i love them? probably not and that sucks.
suck (the word of the day).
suck suck suck suck suck
suck...what a funny word to say over and over again. try it. i bet it will make you giggle. it did me and now i'm happy even though i suck (giggle) as a friend.
5 comments:
I don't hate you; i just thought you weren't too fond of me anymore.
Kel
You're too funny to suck!
Your blogs always make me laugh - plus, I kind of suck too, so it works :)
okay kel...here is a problem. i have a few kels in my life...kel jones (from cedarville) and kel conner(from columbus), and farther back (in high school) i have a kel montelongo...all who are wonderful and all i have succeeded in making feel unloved. which one are you? my guess is kel connor...but i don't know for sure. and if it is miss connor...or any of my other kellys...i'm so sorry i made you feel that way. i'm very very fond of you..all of you.
melissa...you don't suck. in fact i was thinking about how you were good at keeping friendships when i wrote this post.
jules...catching up is overwhelming. i understand. i would rather catch up in person myself...because then if you are or have been bad i can beat your tiny hiney in person. :)you are free to call, but there is no pressure to. i know you love me, and i hope you know i love you too.
Oh man, Suzanne...I feel EXACTLY the same way about keeping up with friendships...and I've too gotten those "you kinda suck as a friend" comments. Sigh...at least I know that I'm not alone in my suckiness! Agh!
Thank you for sucking as a friend. Because you suck at it so bad, I've been able to get through a lot of stuff in my life. Love you.
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