Monday, October 03, 2005

i got guilted into this

dan and i are sharing his computer (when my job went, my computer went) and i decided i was going to skip posting tonight. but dan not only handed his computer over to me, but he looked up how many people checked out my site today (i don't know how he does it, but he did), and i felt a responsibility to those people. thanks...whoever you are...here i am.

i've been spending a ton of time with jaden over the past 2 weeks. its been great, but he is bored with me. i called my friend melissa over today and asked her to come and play with jaden. is that wierd? he loved it. i loved having her around too. i had a good time this evening. some of my gal pals came over and kept me company while dan worked this evening.

i start my new job on wednesday, its part time, and i'm looking forward to starting. i got a really nice email from my old boss today. he just thanked me for all the work i had done.

i feel good. not because all is perfect, but because i feel like i've just come through a really difficult year...and i'm okay. not because of who i am, but because God loves me and has been walking me through all of this.

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