I have a lot of things going on in my life right now...and i have no idea which ones will spill out into my blog. so i'm viewing this post as a little adventure. i'm just sitting down to type without any thought on the subject i'm going to talk about.

i have a lot of things to add to my crepe shop journal. i've decided that i like my job, but i'm not a huge fan of my boss. he is not a bad guy, we are just not a good working fit. he needs a lot more than i can give. i would be able to give him what he wants if i ...had no husband, no child, no life. i'm losing control of my life and major things are slipping through, things like my kid. i'm guessing he isn't going to be damaged from me quite yet, and i do try and give him time...but even when i give him time, i'm exhausted and want to sleep. that doesn't make for a very fun or stimulating mom. Speaking of the name "mom"... jaden has skipped over the whole "mommy" thing and just calls me "mom". but there is an added bonus...he has begun to yell my name whenever he wants me, even if he is sitting on my lap. sometimes he sounds like an adolescent boy yelling for his mom. its very strange to see something so clear and adult sounding come out of his mouth. dan and i were trying to teach him some other words yesterday, mostly because we like watching him try to repeat it. he'll work on saying the word, decide if it is doable or too difficult, and then if it is the latter...he'll just throw out a "bah" and see if we'll buy it. and we always buy it. i wonder if a boy can get through life only yelling mom and bah. he's pretty cute, so i think he'll do just fine.

i was supposed to go to columbus yesterday to suprise our friend shane at a party his wife threw for him. i couldn't go though. i was planning on leaving after my shift in the morning and driving straight there, but i had an employee not show for her shift to relieve me. so there is that. i had to stay and work. i was pretty upset. i actually started crying while i was making crepes. which wouldn't have been bad if we weren't slammed, but we were completely slammed with no relief in sight.

so that is life.