a new first

i think i had my first migrane yesterday. it was either that or i ate something very bad, but the symptoms were much more in line with migrane. that was a good time.

i'm not a good salesperson. i never have been. i always lost the fundraising campaigns in elementary school. it makes me so uncomfortable asking someone to take something they didn't ask for. i don't think sales are bad, i'm just bad at it. i'm finding that even with the shop, i'm having a hard time selling it to people. i feel like if its good, it will sell itself...but i know thats not true. people have to come in the door for it to sell itself. business is slow. i'm getting lots of paperwork done at the shop, but its still boring for the other workers.

jaden and i are going for a play date today. i'm so excited. its like i'm a real mom or something. i don't even know if he technically plays with other kids, but we will see.

i just got my magazine in the mail that makes me feel like i need to change everything in my life. i'll let you know what big changes i feel that i need to make...that i probably won't make. but i'm sure you'll all be glad to know that i went shopping and bought lots of fruits a veggies. i'll let you know if i eat any of them.

jaden just shut himself in his room and is crying. mom duty calls.