Sad

I'm sad because dan and jaden just left. dan is going to visit his friend in akron (who is back from korea only for the week). he is staying with his family and he is probably leaving to come back tomorrow night...but he might not leave until thurs. morning. i'm pretty bummed out right now. i know i should be excited that i have some free time, and maybe i'll enjoy it later on...but right now i miss my boys. i'm turning into such a mom. all i kept thinking when they pulled out of the driveway was that the two most important people in my life were leaving in that car.

whoa...drama queen. maybe i should have waited a little while to blog. :)

but like any good parent, i'm going to bury myself in work so i don't have to think about it. i wonder, do people become workaholics because they like to make money, or because they want to avoid home?

but come tomorrow most of the drama will be over and i will have my boys back. speaking of drama...i was flipping through the tv today and i stopped to watch a couple of soaps. what is the deal with those shows? their influence is probably why i'm so emotional about my boys leaving. can't you just picture it...i'm standing on the front porch waving goodbye, and as the camera zooms in for my close up, a lone tear streams down my left cheek.

suzanne price-soap opera goddess.

i'm feeling better already.