does it mean...

that i'm pms-ing if i cry during mr. roger's neighborhood?

dan, my blog is ugly

i want a new blog look. i'm very tired of the current one. it had a good run, but i'm tired of wearing the same green outfit for the past year.

pregnancy erotica????

on my blog sign-in page there is a section where other blogs scroll through so you can get a glimpse of who else is in the bloggersphere. and yup...there it was..."the day in the life of pregnancy erotica." i'm sorry...do pregnancy and erotica co-exist? but i think the bigger question is should they?

NO! That's just nasty! pregnancy and beauty, pregnancy and womandom, pregnancy and the gift of life...those things belong together. not trashy, cheap, weak "erotica."

on to different things...i did a personality test today. it took long enough that i was starting to feel a bit self-indulgent. and all that questioning myself can lead to some unhealthy thought patterns. my view is that most of the time i may think i "know" myself...but really have not a clue. i wasn't real pleased with the results either. i found that i don't have a belief that Someone is in control of my life other than myself, and i scored lowest on empathy.

so i'm a non-christian asshole. (sorry mom...i tried to think of another word than 'ass' but nothing else fit).

i have to go wrap my co-worker's computer in paper.