suzanne price...fitness queen

we bought a treadmill yesterday. it looks so cool aside from the fact that its laying unassembled on our living room floor. i guess we need to put it together, but i'm thinking that fact that we have it is good enough. jaden is a little irritated with it. he keeps ramming his walker into it. if he's so irritated with it, he should put it together himself.

i had some organic mac and cheese today. it made my tummy hurt...stupid jerk organic food.

i sold my car yesterday. i realize that i'm not very sentimental. i kept trying to be sad that the car was gone since it was the first car dan and i had together, the first car that jaden rode in...but i don't care at all. we sold it to a friend, so i'm hoping that the car behaves for him. it was a great car for me, without any problems for the 3 years i owned it, but you never know. it could be pissed that i coldly sold it off, and take it out on the new owner.

last night my dream was so vivid. in my dream, the inside of my head was filled with talking people, and they were really loud. here is the really bizzaro part. i woke up from my dream to feed jaden, but i wasn't completely awake so the people kept talking in my head. i was getting irritated with them so when i laid back down after feeding jaden i had a conversation with the people in my head. i told them that i was really tired and that i needed my rest so i needed them to be quiet. i could even see their expressions as i told them this. and you know what? i fell right asleep and woke up 2 hours later completely refreshed. it worked! i reasoned with dream people and they listened! does this mean that i'm nuts?

i need surfing lessons

dan is gone for a little bit so i thought i would try out his laptop. its so pretty...all lightweight and shiny. and since i'm always drawn to shiny objects...

i suck at surfing the internet. i get bored. dan is on the internet all the time finding interesting things. i get distracted too easily. for example, jaden just rolled over to me in his walker and started pooping. now that is interesting. he also just came from dislodging his walker from dan's closet (he always goes in there and he always gets stuck). jaden is interesting, poop is interesting, internet is not. i know i'm just bitter because i'm a loser surfer.

regardless...i have a diaper to attend to so i need to put down the shiny object.

brain fart

i go throughout the day and think, "oh, this would be a funny thing to blog about." i even come up with clever titles and everything. well poop on me because i can't remember any of it when i sit down to blog. i hope you'll all just trust that it would have been funny and would have completely brightened your day.

dan is gone in seattle. i just looked at his blog today and saw all the beautiful pictures of washington. i love that state. i love it even more because its close to my cousins/friends scott and tami. in spite of being sickenly jealous of dan at the moment, i'm actually having a decent time here with jaden. one of my girlfriends is staying with me, which is fun. i'm getting a lot done at home too. i'm finding i'm one of those "i can't rest until the house is clean" people which is surprising to me and probably more surprising to my mom. cleaning my room growing up consisted of me piling up everything in the middle of my room and staring at it. mom was cool though, i just had to shut my door.

i've been faced with a couple of changes in my life at the moment. one is that my wonderful friend nicole is going to move in with dan and i until she gets married in july. we asked her to move in a couple of weeks ago, and i think she'll be here within the month. and the other change is...i'm pregnant!

just kidding, i'm not pregnant at all, i just thought it would be funny for dan to read this in seattle and have his heart stop for a moment. not a funny joke to him i'm sure, but i sure enjoyed it. i love you dan.

i'm done blogging for the day, the kitchen is calling out for me to finish ripping down its wallpaper.

and in case you are a speed reader and missed the joking part.. I'M 100% NOT PREGNANT.

its over

i'm glad that the elections are done. mostly because i'm tired of everyone giving dan a hard time about the elections on his blog. does anyone else find it funny that people on both sides were passionately telling him to vote...but vote for their candidate? who was he supposed to listen to? in general, both sides were christians, both sides were passionate, and both sides were determinded that they were right. politics are so weird to me. i know that dan was talking about it on his blog to open up dialogue, and it worked...i guess i'm just shocked at how people treated him through the process. in fact, i'm even a little dissapointed in people. dan is fine with it, even expected it...and i know i'm just being overprotective. i don't really get into politics so i guess i don't understand the deep passions that lie within people in this area, and i never will. i have a hard time putting trust into any government. governments are run by people, and people suck and screw up...so why should i put so much passion and trust into it?


i feel like i have a lot more to say about this, but i'm tired so i'm pooping out early.