i have a sticky "t"

the keyboard on my computer at work is a beaut. just imagine me pounding the keyboard every time i have to use the letters t,k, or f. in fact...screw it. from this point on i'm going to use the keys like a normal person...if it shows...it shows...if not...

starting now.

wor is going pretty well or me. (aside rom the obvious compuer issues) oday i actually elt a little productive. i'm rying to respec their old ways wih encouraging them to change or he beer. wow..tha sentence really needed those eys. oh well.

i'm using a compuer utorial to learn a financial program tha we run. wow...i thought siting in lecture for physical science in college was hell. i eep going bac o it every ew hours remotivaed, and wihin 20 minutes i'm asleep on my desk. not a good impression o leave with the new boss.

hats it. . i have to have a new eyboard. this is insane. wha i i had urgent imporant hings to say, an no time to pound ou every letter? the consequenses would be severe.

tha's it or now is

translated...that's it for now kids.

buddy's

sunday night was awesome. my old employees (and friends) threw me a surprise party. i can't believe it happened. i don't even know how to process it. they just did it so i knew that they loved me. who does that?! i'm so humbled by all of it. this past year has been so hard but working with these people and getting to know them made it all worth it. wow. i got in the car with dan when it was over, and i just started crying.

i feel so loved.

oops

i start work tomorrow. not today. i'm not quite sure why i said wednesday. jaden can't get rid of me that quickly.

i got guilted into this

dan and i are sharing his computer (when my job went, my computer went) and i decided i was going to skip posting tonight. but dan not only handed his computer over to me, but he looked up how many people checked out my site today (i don't know how he does it, but he did), and i felt a responsibility to those people. thanks...whoever you are...here i am.

i've been spending a ton of time with jaden over the past 2 weeks. its been great, but he is bored with me. i called my friend melissa over today and asked her to come and play with jaden. is that wierd? he loved it. i loved having her around too. i had a good time this evening. some of my gal pals came over and kept me company while dan worked this evening.

i start my new job on wednesday, its part time, and i'm looking forward to starting. i got a really nice email from my old boss today. he just thanked me for all the work i had done.

i feel good. not because all is perfect, but because i feel like i've just come through a really difficult year...and i'm okay. not because of who i am, but because God loves me and has been walking me through all of this.